If you grew up abused in a carnival/freak show, would you want to build one YOURSELF when you grow older?

Dear One, You would be building it to recreate the situation in order to resolve your issues. I wouldn't recommend rebuilding the physical structure, but I would recommend counseling for rebuilding your inner self and working through the anger in a constructive way. Hurting innocent people, as your were hurt, is wrong. Please seek counseling. Maybe one day, when you meet a person who was hurt as you were, you will be able to help them through it. Take good care.